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Why I've Quit
« on: April 04, 2010, 03:47:03 AM »
Nisorin seems to have made another account for me, shortly after I rage-deleted myself. So I'll use the account to explain my reasons for quitting. Since according to the Cbox, it's my fault everyone else quit.

Ever since this RP spawned from the OK, to GE, and now to SP, it has changed. Some changes good, some changes bad. There is nothing wrong with the changes, IC, wise. Then ever since Orph came along, the actual lore and backstory of the RP has changed. He came in, created his character, and basically took all of the timeline of the beginning Again, no problem, it filled in some plot holes that needed to be. And Hell, Koty is a very awesome character, and ideas. Even if he is a god. (Godmodding,) and don't say he isn't K2, Orph himself said god, embodiment of destruction/gods brother/a god. STILL A GOD. The way this RP has become, that puts two gods, one NPC, one played. Whether you say God is god or not, there's two gods, thanks to how you made it. But I'll get to that later, one thing at a time.

The point is, the changes were fine. They made the RP interesting, made it last longer, and put twists. The characters that brought about the changes, cannot be blamed. However, the RPer that controlled the characters, didn't just stop there. Orph has quite frankly taken over ALL the back story, all the plotting. And K2, you just let him, you've literally become his bitch.

Where do I get off saying this? That will come soon.
This fight started out with Eli being god in a human form. (Like a message board avatar, Eli represented God.) To counter this character, you give two things. God would be Godmodding. YET, he's in human form and limited, just like Koty. You let Koty. And he's a god. (Don't say he isn't, you've all established he is.

And the second reasoning?
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And me and K2 we still creating God's backstory, and the way Ino is going to play him ruins A SHIT LOAD of work, I'm fine with telling her how he was created,

The major part I'm quitting about. You say it ruins a load of work that you and K2 are creating. But you and K2 are not GMs, you are RPers, as are the rest of us. You may be the Plot Leader, but that does not mean backstory wise.  Had this had been canon, we could not have argued.
 
But it was not. You said "creating, and how he was created, all your ideas you're WORKING ON." Working on would mean, still in stages and not written in stone. WHICH, you should have shared with the rest of us, so we would have known and had been able to share our ideas. But you did not.
That's where we get to Exhibit A, and Exhibit B.

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elkune15 (8:01:52 PM):   And me and K2 had some plotting sessions and shit.
elkune15 (8:02:19 PM):   Restrict tomorrow as well. 8D
nekohikaruchan (8:02:29 PM):   ...No
nekohikaruchan (8:02:38 PM):   And plotting sessions for the RP?
elkune15 (8:02:45 PM):   Yeah.
nekohikaruchan (8:02:46 PM):   Shouldn't we all be included in that?
elkune15 (8:03:04 PM):   Basically just throwing ideas around.
elkune15 (8:03:11 PM):   Once we have official ideas we'll tell you.
nekohikaruchan (8:03:14 PM):   ...
elkune15 (8:03:15 PM):   Then you can throw yours in.
elkune15 (8:03:22 PM):   And blah blah.
nekohikaruchan (8:03:22 PM):   This is why it's locked.
elkune15 (8:03:36 PM):   I said ideas.
nisorinlertis (8:03:42 PM):   Hikaru, relax.
nekohikaruchan (8:03:50 PM):   I am.
elkune15 (8:03:51 PM):   Not like actual set in stone lore.
elkune15 (8:03:55 PM):   Just ideas.
nekohikaruchan (8:03:59 PM):   Still be interesting to hear...
elkune15 (8:04:05 PM):   It will.
elkune15 (8:04:10 PM):   Once we get it all set out.
elkune15 (8:04:13 PM):   Prepare for a mind fuck.
elkune15 (8:04:18 PM):   8D
nisorinlertis (8:04:19 PM):   lol
nisorinlertis (8:04:26 PM):   brb
nekohikaruchan (8:04:44 PM):   For plots after the current?
elkune15 (8:04:49 PM):   No.
elkune15 (8:04:54 PM):   Past.

LOG 1/Exhibit 1! There, you said you were discussing ideas, and when I asked to see, you said it's just ideas, and basically said we don't need to see.
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nekohikaruchan (8:02:46 PM):   Shouldn't we all be included in that?
elkune15 (8:03:04 PM):   Basically just throwing ideas around.
elkune15 (8:03:11 PM):   Once we have official ideas we'll tell you.
I asked shouldn't we be included, and you said, not till it was official.

YET, had you have told those ideas, we wouldn't be in this damn mess.
But we are, ideas no official, yet to dissaprove the character, you claim said ideas would be messed up. Which, again, said ideas are not official, or set in stone. Which means, Ino's can be accepted if she presents hers first. Since you two wanted to be dumbasses, and keep it to yourself.

THAT'S what an RP is, sharing ideas, building the story. If someone breaks your idea, you don't whine about it, and say it breaks it, and they can't do it. YOU ADAPT, you take theirs, and evolve yours. That's how the story builds.
But even if it wasn't set in stone? You act like it was.

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RisingCrush4272 (7:33:51 PM):   I told him no so he didn't do it.
elkune15 (7:33:52 PM):   That was fucking brilliant.
RisingCrush4272 (7:33:59 PM):   Would be way too overpowered and shit
elkune15 (7:34:07 PM):   You said it was fucking awesome.
nisorinlertis (7:34:12 PM):   Anyway, what is it?
RisingCrush4272 (7:34:13 PM):   wait
elkune15 (7:34:15 PM):   It isn't even a plot.
elkune15 (7:34:17 PM):   More like a reason.
RisingCrush4272 (7:34:18 PM):   which one
elkune15 (7:34:23 PM):   For everything that happen.
RisingCrush4272 (7:34:26 PM):   oh
RisingCrush4272 (7:34:29 PM):   that
elkune15 (7:34:30 PM):   The Balance and Choice one.
RisingCrush4272 (7:34:32 PM):   yeah
RisingCrush4272 (7:34:36 PM):   we are doing that
RisingCrush4272 (7:34:39 PM):   I think
RisingCrush4272 (7:34:41 PM):   ...
RisingCrush4272 (7:34:44 PM):   tell him.
LOG 2/EXHIBIT 2

Just like that! You set in stone, you two discussed it, didn't consult with the rest of us. Didn't even tell it to us, until after we had brought our own ideas to the board (Eli,) and broke yours. THEN, you decide to tell us and set it in stone. W.T.F?!  Excuse me, but I claim ignorance. I didn't know your ideas. Ino didn't know your ideas, and Nisorin didn't know your ideas. BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T FUCKING TELL THEM TO US. So when we ironically break them, we lose our idea, because you're now setting an idea you refused to share? I DON'T FUCKING THINKS SO. That's what locks it.

Calming down... I told you to write the Indepth plot, so as to unlock it. To provide what had happened so far, in the past and in the past RP, that DID NOT MEAN, FILL IN THE BLANKS. The blanks are for the RPers to fill in, not two egotists that want to keep everything to them self, one that thinks he writes everything, and the other who's became the first one's bitch. That was the wrong reason for the Indepth Plot.

If in writing it, you had blanks, you should have posted those blanks and had us as staff and a few of the members originally in it, and hell, anyone else that wanted to help, to give their ideas, their opinions, and their input as to fill in the blanks. Not write it your damn selves, AND REFUSE TO SHARE ANY OF IT. That is the WRONG, reason for what I suggested.

REASON TWO, I LEFT,

That was the first two, this would be the next part of it, that adds to that.
I posted a topic in staff, about it being locked. And what was the solution? Event box and Indepth plot for one. (Had it been used the right way, would have helped.) The other? Kill off the gods characters. Why?

Why do the characters have to suffer because the RPers can't talk things out amongst themselves and write the story together? Why do the characters have to die, or never even get a chance, just to make the board fair? That may be a solution OOC, but it's not fair to the characters. The gods, and embodiments make it interesting, get rid of that, the RP will become dull.
And some aspects of the story will be broke, even if it makes it fair. You get rid of God, then where do the good people go when they die? Going to get rid of Lucifer too? Where do the bad go? Hell and Heaven in it, and the gods in it. Even the embodiments. It helps the story, makes it interesting, and makes it less dull. That's not what killed it. It's the RPers behind it all that did. Fix the RPers, adapt the story, work TOGETHER, and actually make it a collab, and the characters don't have to die.

The next reason, adds to that, but a bit more personal.
Killing the god characters will mess things. Hikaru is an Orien with Koty, kill off Koty, Hikaru goes into full Avenger. PLUS, Hikaru is her own characters, she has her own personality, I may play her, but she is her own person. You think she'd just standby and let Koty die, or live without him? That's not her personality, with the way she's developing, she wouldn't live while he dies, and wouldn't just stand by and do nothing. She finally gains attachments she cares about, and you want to rip that way. Same with the AC, I finally agree to let her have a kid, and you have plans for the AC, which include killing it off in the end as well. Sure! Give my character attachments finally, then rip them all away!
Honestly, you would kill your own characters just to make the story fair? THE CHARACTERS ARE THE STORY. And I'll be damned, if I let Hikaru suffer just so you can give a quick solution to the god characters OOC, because that's not a solution IC, not at all.

Next? You say we don't give ideas. So you make them all?
As I said about the Indepth plot, to add on to that. That's because added with what I said about that, you don't let us. Or, you take it, change it, and lock it. Just to let you know. Embodiments were my idea. I spent half a night arguing you Orph, about forces and incarnations. Finally you agreed on them. I didn't make one till the first concept of Eli that didn't get off the ground. THEN, later embodiments are introduced, which are the same exact thing as incarnations, and what Eli originally was (till we changed the character, since it was never used.)
AND, when I ask about playing an embodiment. K2 goes off saying he wanted to limit the embodiments. So don't say I never added anything into the story. I added Incarnations first.  Yet, not allowed to play one, lovely.

Any other ideas I ever gave that weren't after yours, were shot down. So I stopped giving ideas, because they're ALWAYS shot down. Or taken and changed, and locked.  I gave K2 an idea for my characters backstory tying in with his. Has it been added? Hell no. But  Orph's? Always taken and added, asap! Because again, he's become Orph's little bitch.


I honestly don't want to quit, it's the last thing I want. I've skipped school over this damn RP. I use all my free time, in quiet places, or laying in bed, thinking up scenarios of the RP. What's happening in the RP. What I can possibly post later. Or what could happen, depending on what post I'm waiting for. And when it takes to long, I've written countless fanfiction just to satisfy my curiosity, even if it's not what happens. Just to get it out of my head. (Ask K2, he's read one.) And then on the computer, I re-read topics, think what I could have changed, or what it's going to lead to. Figure out things to do later, think how my characters can solve problems. All of it, in free time, and in not free time.

And it's going to be damn hard to go without it now.
But if that's the only solution, then so be it.  Unless things change around here, you do the suggestions above about the plot, and sharing ideas. And don't keep everything to your fucking selves, then that's the only thing that can be done.
Enjoy your book. Because it's not an RP anymore, not with two people. That's for damn sure.




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